Wednesday, January 16, 2013

TWO Years Later

 
 
My little girl turned two recently.
 
It was two years ago my husband and I sat on the edge of our seats waiting...
 
waiting for hours on end in the lobby of a hospital.
 
I was nervous, excited, scared...
 
I had reminded myself to soak up every moment of that day no matter the outcome. 
Constantly reminding myself God was in control.
 

The minute I saw her face I gasped.

Gasped in utter amazement.

Overwhelmed with gratitude for her birth mom.

Overwhelmed with God's plan.


We are two years from that moment.
I still gasp...
Am still amazed at the gift of her.

And now I enjoy basking in the "single sweetest word" I could ever hear...
and that is to be called " mama" by her!

Happy Birthday Doodlebug!

Monday, December 24, 2012

All Things Merry and Bright!


 Snuggle in with the ones you love on this rainy Christmas Eve.... Wishing you all a Merry Christmas from our house to yours! 

Tuesday, December 18, 2012

Encouragement


I stood there in the kitchen in front of my coffee pot, elbows on the counter, 9:00 am one Monday morning...thinking I can't do this...

this  homeschooling thing we do everyday...

We all get weary, burned out, doubt our effectiveness, no matter what job we find ourselves doing in this life.  This is where I have been lately. 

I raced out at lunchtime to pick up Doodlebug from preschool and pick up lunch when I called a friend.  She encouraged me.

Don't try to do this life alone...God does not ask nor want us to be independent beings.  He has called us to support and encourage one another. 

Thank you sweet friend for lifting my head that day and helping me to see what I couldn't see on my own. 


That afternoon I came outside to find "M" and J man had built this fort!  It made me smile...that they have time to do this crazy, creative stuff! I sent my friend the picture of the "fort" ... she replied, "See they are just practicing their engineering skills!"
 
Take time today to encourage someone!  We all need it!

Thursday, November 29, 2012

LIFE is busy

Life is busy.

When I feel like I am suffocating under all the demands of life....
I sneak outside...


sometimes alone and sometimes with the whole crew.

 

Life slows and I get to take in this amazing scenery. 


My eye caught this fence line and I thought how "straight" I wish my days were...
everything orderly neat and on schedule.                                                             


My days are more like a zig zag fence you would see at colonial farmstead.       

God reminds me he is the author of my days, not me. 
I need to let him lead.                 


My friend always has a story of a "new friend" she's met in random places...Target, rest stops, fabric store line.  She has some really neat stories.  I admire that in her. 

Hurry causes me to miss life...
miss God appointed moments...
miss hugging my husband when he comes home...
miss a smile from my baby...


When we see our days as numbered we'll want to make them count...

Psalm 71:17-18
Since my youth, O God, you have taught me,
and to this day I declare your marvelous deeds. 
Even when I am old and gray, do not forsake me,
O God, till I declare your power to the next generation,
your might to all who are to come.

Happy end of November...




                                                                                                       

Monday, November 12, 2012

"Sprinkling" the Sky for Samuel

Our dear friends lost their son, Samuel, to Mitochondrial Disease two months ago.  Last week would have been his 8th birthday.  He was an amazing boy, they nicknamed "Super Samuel"!  He was a fighter.  He touched many lives of old and young alike with the love of Jesus, although he never uttered a word. 




Alisa, Bebe, and I planned a party to celebrate his birthday. We wanted to "sprinkle" them with love and celebrate their sweet Samuel.

 
 
All the guests wrote messages to tie on a balloon.  Samuel's best friend!
 
 
We ate lots of sprinkled sugar treats!
 
 
 
 
Some of sweet Samuel's grandmothers and great grandmothers.


                                      We played three legged races.

 
Many fell!
 
 
We played musical chairs...even the dads...
 
 
and moms.  There was fierce competition!
 
 
At dusk, we gathered the balloons with all the messages for Samuel...
 
 
sang "Happy Birthday" to him...
 
 
and let them go...
 
 
and watched them ...
 
 
sprinkle the sky for Samuel. 
Happy Birthday Super Samuel! 
You are missed...
 
 
At his funeral, "In Better Hands" by Natalie Grant was played. 
Though their hearts ache, his mommy and dadddy know
he is in better hands now.
 His mommy now wears this around her neck. 
 

Thursday, October 25, 2012

Apples and Fish! (and other ramblings)

It's only 1:00 PM and the morning began with Doodlebug taking her diaper off and tinkling in her crib.  That led to sheet washing and yes, even mattress washing!  You remember the days or you might be in them right now with me. 
 
 Then I yell at Mae to put Doodlebug in the "crib", which there is no mattress in, and she yells back, "which crib?"  I yell back, "no I meant the tub!"  So she gets bathed and then she has an accident.   We are in the beginning stages of potty training. She yells "potty" anytime she doesn't want to do something.  Is the potty her manipulation tool?
 
In the midst of all this, I am trying to have a discussion with my oldest about the Holocaust, call out spelling words with J man, etc. 
 
Then a few minutes later I go in the laundry room to find my dirty laundry unloaded from the washer.  I said, "I thought I loaded this?"  My oldest informed me Doodlebug and Peanut had unloaded it. 
 
Then as "M" and I are trying to work on a paper about the Exodus we hear water splashing.  Is it the RED SEA?  In hopes Doodlebug is on her potty we race to the bathroom to find toilet paper unrolled and the two babies splashing merrily in the potty. 
 
 Washed them up and put them in chairs to eat lunch which ended with the usual "manna rained down from heaven" look all over the floor.  I finally called it quits at 1:00 and tucked them snug in their beds! 
 
So now it is quiet...and I think I would like to think about a simpler day.
 
So here goes "APPLES and FISH"!
 
We ventured on a Friday for a fun "field trip" to the apple orchard . Before we set out to pick Doodlebug was more interested in collecting all the gravel in her bucket.  Daddy was prepared for battle with Peanut in tow and his apple picker.
 
"M' identified the type apple we wanted to pick by the ribbon on the tree and she set to work bagging them up.  She is a worker girl!
 
Once in the field, Doodlebug didn't get her game on...
more interested in flowers and grass than apples.
 
I don't think I picked one apple, all the worker bees were fast at it.


And the easy day continued...we stopped in to see Mimi and Papa at a campground not far from the orchard.  The kids played at the park and then we decided to visit the FISH HATCHERY next door to the campground. This is where fish come into the story. 



 We walked around the fish hatchery admiring the multitudes of fish...some big, some little.  THEN it happened.  We looked up and saw the park ranger locking the gate.  He briskly proceeded to get in his truck and drive away.  There was a whole family in this place! HELLO!  Can you see the fence complete with barbed wire at the top.   This is where we were standing.  He didn't even look! 











I then saw a motorcycle pull up to the gate and I ran over and asked if they would please go next door to the campground and ask them to call someone to get us out.  They said I'm sure you can get out somewhere in the back and pulled away.  WHAT!!! Where is a good samaritan when you need one!  I being the mom, got resourceful and found a woman at a campsite reading (across a rushing creek).   Not knowing whether to yell, HELP, or not.  I decided to yell "MAM"!  I yelled and yelled, seeing this as our only hope.  She finally heard me and thought I was yelling for my boy "SAM"!  She was my good samaritan for the day and went to get help.   So that is how "apples and fish" ended up swimming together that day.

Monday, October 22, 2012

We laughed so hard we cried!


I teach at our homeschool group once a week and this six weeks we are learning to play the tin whistle.  I should say "I" am learning to play the tin whistle.  I sat on the front porch going over the material enjoying the beautiful fall day.  "M" came out and I said,  "I need a tutorial on this tin whistle."  She sat down beside me and tried to teach her poor mother how to play this quite simple instrument.  She clapped out the beat...rather banged it out with her tin whistle on my book.  She got so frustrated with my lack of compliance.  It sounded like a dying bird.   The boys next door were peering over the wall to see what the horrible noise was.    

 
 

I laughed so hard I almost cried.  Never fear homeschool moms with kids in my class...  I will press on with my tutor "M" and I will try my best!